Moving Through the Grief to Enjoy Life Again

September 14th already, how crazy is that? Where has all the months gone? Things are slowly starting to regulate again and go back to normal. Mind you my daily routine wasn’t changed much, that’s the beauty of already working from home.

Hubby on the other hand was like many others and was sent home to work. He didn’t mind this so much and seemed to adapt well. Unfortunately now though he is being called back to the office, at first it was only for one day a week, then to two, then three and now full weeks. He’s having a tough time readjusting back to the early alarm wake-ups and long eight hour days.

I think what bothers me about his going back to work is the silence. When he was home dealing with the loss of Ninja was easier. It was comforting to have him in the house; even if we were on opposite ends and different floors I could hear him every so often. But that first day he was gone, the first day I woke up and he was already out of the house was difficult.

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